7/24/2013
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I applied for the modder group two days ago. C'mon guys, you know me, from the second forum? I make some pretty good stuff *Wink wink, nudge nudge* I do requests in a heartbeat, and rarely turn anything down. I even seek out these requests and often times get them done faster than most, and with quality, at that. One gun with 21 different variations from bi-pods to camouflage and then releasing a fix for the scopes when they weren't nearly good enough in one day, and then going on to the next weapon.
Open just about every day, I'm active on the forums (at least when I wake up) and I sit here.
No, I don't have a job.
Dear diary...
Pff, alright, I've been working on some concept weapons as well. The C-02 weapons including a two shot burst shotgun, a bull pup machine pistol and a battle rile which I incorrectly called a combat rifle several times.
Pancakes.
Signing off.
Open just about every day, I'm active on the forums (at least when I wake up) and I sit here.
No, I don't have a job.
Dear diary...
Pff, alright, I've been working on some concept weapons as well. The C-02 weapons including a two shot burst shotgun, a bull pup machine pistol and a battle rile which I incorrectly called a combat rifle several times.
Pancakes.
Signing off.
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I had a sudden increase in ideas.
You might find some other stuff in there.
I had just finished listening to "Who do you voodoo, bitch?" with a picture of Sam B beating the crap out of zombies
You might find some other stuff in there.
I had just finished listening to "Who do you voodoo, bitch?" with a picture of Sam B beating the crap out of zombies
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I had a dream where Neil deGrasse Tyson tuned into Morgan Freeman and offered everybody in the room thee red pill or the blue pill
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Slim straight pants are extremely flattering.
Blocking costs money.
Saturated colors are AWESOME.
I'm too lazy to get kobra sights done today.
Time to see if I can play runescape with the new game update 3.
DSAFDSAFDSAFSFAGFSGDSAFDFADSAFDSAF
Blocking costs money.
Saturated colors are AWESOME.
I'm too lazy to get kobra sights done today.
Time to see if I can play runescape with the new game update 3.
DSAFDSAFDSAFSFAGFSGDSAFDFADSAFDSAF
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I dreamed that I went into a gas chamber of chloroform.
I dreamed I died in space.
I dreamed I had to kill my friend and a girl named Lyndsey.
I dreamed I died in space.
I dreamed I had to kill my friend and a girl named Lyndsey.
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Obligatory posting of pictures.
Everybody loves them.
This particular one is faded because it was made a long, long time ago...
NOW ENTERING KSP AREA
Everybody loves them.
This particular one is faded because it was made a long, long time ago...
NOW ENTERING KSP AREA
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Lana Dey Rey has a wonderful album, "Born to die."
Yesterday both Vlads had 400 posts.
Today they both have at least 666.
This post whoring has got to stop before I draw a picture of post whoring. It wont be pretty.
Yesterday both Vlads had 400 posts.
Today they both have at least 666.
This post whoring has got to stop before I draw a picture of post whoring. It wont be pretty.
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PICTURESSSSS
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Fanfic roster:
ZEB 99 - Dies immediately
CommiBuffalo - Sentient buffalo with a beret
Bigcheecho - a character
[RUS]Vlad01- a character
ZaPhobos - narration
SNPR - a character
tin - aimpot
Zekamalikid - Satan Santa
Reuben - aimpot
Lemon - a character
playzookie - takes ZEB 99's body
TheVetNoob - a character
deathslayer21 - a flying, talking tophat. Fuck logic.
Kuma - a character
aloha.pk - host
DrSandwich - a character
ZEB 99 - Dies immediately
CommiBuffalo - Sentient buffalo with a beret
Bigcheecho - a character
[RUS]Vlad01- a character
ZaPhobos - narration
SNPR - a character
tin - aimpot
Zekamalikid - Satan Santa
Reuben - aimpot
Lemon - a character
playzookie - takes ZEB 99's body
TheVetNoob - a character
deathslayer21 - a flying, talking tophat. Fuck logic.
Kuma - a character
aloha.pk - host
DrSandwich - a character
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Don't leave me alone with a notebook, pencil, and imagination.
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We have arguments over whether or not love is the better option or independence. One may or may not last. One may or may not backstab you. One may or may not be more enriching.
God mah heart.
>Him
>>Me
~~
>How does Hanako go about becoming independent
I don't get it..
Did I not help at all?
>>5:29pm
Have you learned nothing
>5:29pm
I have
But in your opinion
Is it better to let her become independent
Or create the relationship
I think the relationship
For becoming independent doesn't help in the end if nobody is around.
>>5:31pm
She grows more as a person.
She learned to branch out, make friends.
>5:31pm
But still
>>5:31pm
Be less sad, learn more about others.
There's a plus and minus to everything.
>5:31pm
Can't she do that with Hisao?
>>5:31pm
Yes and no...
>5:32pm
She's bound to improve after the fact
She has this newfound courage in act 4
>>5:32pm
But, we can keep living our fantasies of them having a happy life together.
Or.
We can see how she changes immediately.
There's two sides to the sword.
>5:33pm
But even with the changes we have no idea if they stick
>>5:33pm
It's a double edged blade.
>5:33pm
Take into consideration these people are more understanding
While when she leaves it all goes down hill
>>5:33pm
We'll never know, man. Her friends will understand anybody, truly.
Eh...
>5:33pm
But with Hisao after the fact, she doesn't have to be alone
>>5:34pm
We'll never truly understand anybody in this thing,
We'll never truly know the future.
>5:34pm
But I understand a bit
>>5:34pm
We'll never know if she decides to depend on him.
>5:34pm
I'm attentive and have pieced her together
>>5:34pm
Or if he still depends on her.
>5:34pm
No.
>>5:34pm
Remember. Hisao needs her as much as she needs him.
>5:34pm
We know she probably doesn't
But in another way
>>5:35pm
They need EACHOTHER. They are less without.
>5:35pm
Instead of depending on him she simply stays with him
They depend on eachother
But Hanako wants a more equal relationship
Where she doesn't depend it is babied
Or*
But we know for a fact they stay together
>>5:36pm
And in their relationship she doesn't depend on him as protection from the bad things, she knows he truly loves her.
And that's what counted for her.
>5:37pm
I'm ready to defend my side if you attack good sir.
Indeed
>>5:37pm
I'm not making an attack. I'm weighing the differences.
>5:37pm
But I strongly believe that she benefits more with his relationship
Even if she makes friends, they are no different that what Misha and Shizune are to Hisao
>>5:38pm
As do I, however...
>5:38pm
Nothing conquers love [ZaPhobos]
All Otaku know that
She found something with Hisao that could NEVER be taken away
Which is important, for all her life things were taken from her
>>5:39pm
However, good sire, let's look at what happens if she does indeed become more independent.
Friends, more relationships, nobody will need to protect her.
>5:39pm
No because I don't want to think of her not being with Hisao haha
Wrong
They do
She's still fragile
Just because they like her doesn't mean others so
Do*
Take into consideration the outside world
>>5:40pm
There's your fault - even you're starting to say she's still fragile.
>5:40pm
She has one year before it's laid on her
No not like that
>>5:41pm
Why would you feel like that? She doesn't want that.
>5:41pm
She's still aware if her scars
And knows others judge get
Her*
Of*
>>5:41pm
She'll know that with feminism she has the power to have other not judge her by scars, but by actions,
>5:41pm
[ZaPhobos], stopppp looking at that side
>>5:42pm
She would be empowered by her independence"
>5:42pm
Yes I know it's good to be independent
But
We can successfully conclude that with Hisao she I better off
Nobody else understands her as much
Is*
>>5:42pm
Alright, no more iPad typing, let's bring this on my desktop, mothafucka.
>5:43pm
[ZaPhobos] please.
Let's just settle this
>>5:43pm
We both know that their loving relationship is by-far more enriching than any independence could be.
Hower.
*However.
>5:43pm
Yes
That's all I'm trying to say
>>5:43pm
By being independent she gains all of the things she didn't have before.
And nobody would judge her.
>5:44pm
That the relationship if better than no relationship
>>5:44pm
They would look past the scars, to what she actually does.
>5:44pm
But she will gain that with the relationship
>>5:44pm
She's even traveling.
She's seeing the world, [Anonymous]!
>5:44pm
I know
She would with him too
She shows this in the final of Act 4
I'm sorry
I'm bringing to feel train to win my argument
>>5:45pm
We do not operate with Psueudoscience.
We argue with facts.
>5:45pm
She shows improving signs of independence during act 4 scars
She independently meets Hisao at the park
She independently kisses him
>>5:46pm
God damnit [Anonymous] you've brought the feel train in this.
>5:46pm
She independently expresses her past and feelings of their relationship
Without his help
She shows signs if independence
Of*
>>5:47pm
We can both agree that the relationship was still the best way to go.
>5:48pm
So we can conclude that she will become more independent even with him
But with his support it will progress further
"I know you can do things, I believe in you"
She loves him and can stretch further with his help
Exactly what she wants! She wants to prove that she can be equal
Boom
Argument won
>>5:49pm
The progression is much faster on the Lilly route.
>>5:49pm
[ZaPhobos]
You can't back that up
>>5:50pm
As he develops a relationship with Lilly, Hanako realizes that she needs to move on as well/
>5:50pm
It starts earlier on her route
But you never see past act 4
So who's to say it didn't move as fast
She needed a push
>>5:50pm
Act 4 is just after Lilly moves away the first time.
>5:50pm
And she got that push right as it ended
I mean Hanako act 4
>>5:51pm
Even by then, Hanako had already made more friends as Lilly left the first time.
>5:51pm
So it's irrelevent how fast she improved
This is about her improving in general
>5:51pm
Faster improvement means more improvement further on.
>5:52pm
We can't argue time because it doesnt matter
>>5:52pm
She already branches out earlier with Lilly.
>5:52pm
No exactly
Not*
>>5:52pm
She was by-far already progressing much more.
>5:52pm
She can only improve so far with friendship
With a relationship it can branch further
>>5:52pm
And then she learns to be on her own again, as before.
She would meet other peoeple.
>5:53pm
It doesn't matter though
She progresses far in one day
As I've proven
>>5:53pm
Of course it matters, her independence is what would make her a better person as a whole!
Even if she never depended on Hisao, she would still have that vice in the relationship where she's still afraid to lose him and let go.
If you will excuse me, have some fried chicken to eat.
*I have
~~~Let me take this out of context - I'm half black~~~
>5:55pm
[ZaPhobos] we can agree that she would progress just as far
Even farther
There Is no point in arguing it
It just depresses me because it makes me feel that I made the wrong choice
But I didn't because the effects are the same and greater
>6:09pm
We can conclude that the relationship is the best way to go, for it benefits a lot more. Hopefully I can find closure now
And we both want whats best for her, independence is important, but she can get it with Hisao as well, the ability to talk to people better. The proof is in Act 4 scars
Good talk though, I'll be back soon my friend.
God mah heart.
>Him
>>Me
~~
>How does Hanako go about becoming independent
I don't get it..
Did I not help at all?
>>5:29pm
Have you learned nothing
>5:29pm
I have
But in your opinion
Is it better to let her become independent
Or create the relationship
I think the relationship
For becoming independent doesn't help in the end if nobody is around.
>>5:31pm
She grows more as a person.
She learned to branch out, make friends.
>5:31pm
But still
>>5:31pm
Be less sad, learn more about others.
There's a plus and minus to everything.
>5:31pm
Can't she do that with Hisao?
>>5:31pm
Yes and no...
>5:32pm
She's bound to improve after the fact
She has this newfound courage in act 4
>>5:32pm
But, we can keep living our fantasies of them having a happy life together.
Or.
We can see how she changes immediately.
There's two sides to the sword.
>5:33pm
But even with the changes we have no idea if they stick
>>5:33pm
It's a double edged blade.
>5:33pm
Take into consideration these people are more understanding
While when she leaves it all goes down hill
>>5:33pm
We'll never know, man. Her friends will understand anybody, truly.
Eh...
>5:33pm
But with Hisao after the fact, she doesn't have to be alone
>>5:34pm
We'll never truly understand anybody in this thing,
We'll never truly know the future.
>5:34pm
But I understand a bit
>>5:34pm
We'll never know if she decides to depend on him.
>5:34pm
I'm attentive and have pieced her together
>>5:34pm
Or if he still depends on her.
>5:34pm
No.
>>5:34pm
Remember. Hisao needs her as much as she needs him.
>5:34pm
We know she probably doesn't
But in another way
>>5:35pm
They need EACHOTHER. They are less without.
>5:35pm
Instead of depending on him she simply stays with him
They depend on eachother
But Hanako wants a more equal relationship
Where she doesn't depend it is babied
Or*
But we know for a fact they stay together
>>5:36pm
And in their relationship she doesn't depend on him as protection from the bad things, she knows he truly loves her.
And that's what counted for her.
>5:37pm
I'm ready to defend my side if you attack good sir.
Indeed
>>5:37pm
I'm not making an attack. I'm weighing the differences.
>5:37pm
But I strongly believe that she benefits more with his relationship
Even if she makes friends, they are no different that what Misha and Shizune are to Hisao
>>5:38pm
As do I, however...
>5:38pm
Nothing conquers love [ZaPhobos]
All Otaku know that
She found something with Hisao that could NEVER be taken away
Which is important, for all her life things were taken from her
>>5:39pm
However, good sire, let's look at what happens if she does indeed become more independent.
Friends, more relationships, nobody will need to protect her.
>5:39pm
No because I don't want to think of her not being with Hisao haha
Wrong
They do
She's still fragile
Just because they like her doesn't mean others so
Do*
Take into consideration the outside world
>>5:40pm
There's your fault - even you're starting to say she's still fragile.
>5:40pm
She has one year before it's laid on her
No not like that
>>5:41pm
Why would you feel like that? She doesn't want that.
>5:41pm
She's still aware if her scars
And knows others judge get
Her*
Of*
>>5:41pm
She'll know that with feminism she has the power to have other not judge her by scars, but by actions,
>5:41pm
[ZaPhobos], stopppp looking at that side
>>5:42pm
She would be empowered by her independence"
>5:42pm
Yes I know it's good to be independent
But
We can successfully conclude that with Hisao she I better off
Nobody else understands her as much
Is*
>>5:42pm
Alright, no more iPad typing, let's bring this on my desktop, mothafucka.
>5:43pm
[ZaPhobos] please.
Let's just settle this
>>5:43pm
We both know that their loving relationship is by-far more enriching than any independence could be.
Hower.
*However.
>5:43pm
Yes
That's all I'm trying to say
>>5:43pm
By being independent she gains all of the things she didn't have before.
And nobody would judge her.
>5:44pm
That the relationship if better than no relationship
>>5:44pm
They would look past the scars, to what she actually does.
>5:44pm
But she will gain that with the relationship
>>5:44pm
She's even traveling.
She's seeing the world, [Anonymous]!
>5:44pm
I know
She would with him too
She shows this in the final of Act 4
I'm sorry
I'm bringing to feel train to win my argument
>>5:45pm
We do not operate with Psueudoscience.
We argue with facts.
>5:45pm
She shows improving signs of independence during act 4 scars
She independently meets Hisao at the park
She independently kisses him
>>5:46pm
God damnit [Anonymous] you've brought the feel train in this.
>5:46pm
She independently expresses her past and feelings of their relationship
Without his help
She shows signs if independence
Of*
>>5:47pm
We can both agree that the relationship was still the best way to go.
>5:48pm
So we can conclude that she will become more independent even with him
But with his support it will progress further
"I know you can do things, I believe in you"
She loves him and can stretch further with his help
Exactly what she wants! She wants to prove that she can be equal
Boom
Argument won
>>5:49pm
The progression is much faster on the Lilly route.
>>5:49pm
[ZaPhobos]
You can't back that up
>>5:50pm
As he develops a relationship with Lilly, Hanako realizes that she needs to move on as well/
>5:50pm
It starts earlier on her route
But you never see past act 4
So who's to say it didn't move as fast
She needed a push
>>5:50pm
Act 4 is just after Lilly moves away the first time.
>5:50pm
And she got that push right as it ended
I mean Hanako act 4
>>5:51pm
Even by then, Hanako had already made more friends as Lilly left the first time.
>5:51pm
So it's irrelevent how fast she improved
This is about her improving in general
>5:51pm
Faster improvement means more improvement further on.
>5:52pm
We can't argue time because it doesnt matter
>>5:52pm
She already branches out earlier with Lilly.
>5:52pm
No exactly
Not*
>>5:52pm
She was by-far already progressing much more.
>5:52pm
She can only improve so far with friendship
With a relationship it can branch further
>>5:52pm
And then she learns to be on her own again, as before.
She would meet other peoeple.
>5:53pm
It doesn't matter though
She progresses far in one day
As I've proven
>>5:53pm
Of course it matters, her independence is what would make her a better person as a whole!
Even if she never depended on Hisao, she would still have that vice in the relationship where she's still afraid to lose him and let go.
If you will excuse me, have some fried chicken to eat.
*I have
~~~Let me take this out of context - I'm half black~~~
>5:55pm
[ZaPhobos] we can agree that she would progress just as far
Even farther
There Is no point in arguing it
It just depresses me because it makes me feel that I made the wrong choice
But I didn't because the effects are the same and greater
>6:09pm
We can conclude that the relationship is the best way to go, for it benefits a lot more. Hopefully I can find closure now
And we both want whats best for her, independence is important, but she can get it with Hisao as well, the ability to talk to people better. The proof is in Act 4 scars
Good talk though, I'll be back soon my friend.
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BABY DON'T HURT ME. NO MORE.
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Blake Belladonna
Some guy at school got me to draw this. Wasn't prepared for cell shading.
Some guy at school got me to draw this. Wasn't prepared for cell shading.
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I was bored during finals and decided to write poetry when I was done, since my artistic skills failed me.
Cellphones
My cellphone's always dead
never charge it because I never use it
just a distraction
if you need me use facebook
I'll be home with my face on something else
trying to read The Art of War
of maybe The Communist Manifesto
or just math to catch up
but I won't use my phone
nobody calls
because of you're my friend we meet face-to-face
in the same place
for some discussions and debates
and social time
not watching vines
maybe do something stupid
or fun or both
let's just not use our phones
Cellphones
My cellphone's always dead
never charge it because I never use it
just a distraction
if you need me use facebook
I'll be home with my face on something else
trying to read The Art of War
of maybe The Communist Manifesto
or just math to catch up
but I won't use my phone
nobody calls
because of you're my friend we meet face-to-face
in the same place
for some discussions and debates
and social time
not watching vines
maybe do something stupid
or fun or both
let's just not use our phones
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I managed to food poison myself by eating cake batter.
In the meantime, have this:
In the meantime, have this:
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I'm making 3 super secret modding projects.
Lurking
Lurking
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OBLIGATORY DRAWINGS!
BWIPBWIPBWIP
BDDDWAPBDDDDWAP
BWIPBWIPBWIP
BDDDWAPBDDDDWAP
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Start requesting at my sketch shop, dammit.
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Fear me.
